Thank you! I think sometimes the bad memories can overshadow the good ones, especially when you've been involved in said drama like I have, but it is good to remember that there is a lot of good and I do like to try to hold on to the happier memories instead of being too bitter. :D

It really was perfect. I think I will always be disappointed I didn't. I never even thought to back then and when I just drifted away from fandom, it didn't cross my mind then either. I need to work on saving what I like because even fave fics can get deleted from AO3.