I know, but I can't help it. I think I feel worse because I did it once before, where I just suddenly dropped fandom after Smallville pushed my limits, without a word and didn't think to say anything, and felt bad when I found out people actually wondered where I disappeared to. I guess the second time around, I had already gradually been posting less anyway so it wasn't as sudden.

And thanks! I'm happy too! I came across a couple of people on Tumblr and I was like "I KNOW YOU :D :D :D"